Holding Pattern

I didn't hear about the job today. I was completely lazy this weekend and highly unproductive today at work. It didn't help that Carlos (the SJA) called last night & left a message that he wanted to know how the interview went. I'm so ready to move on with my life, but this waiting to hear whether I got the job or not (which I likely do) is unsettling. I feel like I'm trapped in an airplane after an 8 year flight, waiting for the go to make a landing. Hopefully when I do, I'll get off and claim my motivation and make it to the destination of happiness in stability I've been travelling to for such a long time.